titling this period in my life “so what…”

it’s not that I don’t care. I do. just examining what is important to me. what are my causes? what talents do I have and how can they be applied to whatever it is I want to accomplish? I’m just trying to enjoy the grey in the world. avoid what makes me negative without making me think critically. seeking out what really brings me happiness, and what makes it easier for me to bring happiness to others without feeling that I am compromising. so what do I really care about?